Month: March 2022

A Changing World

It is a time of great change for everyone. The world as we once knew it, is changing. It may not seem this way with covid still continuing and the war in the Ukraine on everyone’s doorstep. But I would say that for the first time, I believe in Europe. It may have taken decades to come to fruition, but we are seeing that it works. Never has there been so much support and unity in welcoming refugees and to go against a tyrant that is long overdue for their fall. It may not be an ideal situation, but I do feel that it is the only way to experience what has been built many decades ago. I am hoping that this is the last of a series of experiences that we have to go through as humanity. I firmly believe that war will become an outdated mode of power and that we are seeing the last negative forces leaving this planet. If we look into scriptures, this period has long been predicted. Personally I thought it would be worse, but I guess we are being let down easily and the transition seems a bit more smooth than going through a full-fledged apocalypse. Let us rejoice in this. There are many people now on the planet who are holders of this frequency and who are willing to stand up for a new era of peace. It is a time of revolution but also of the peaceful warrior who stands firm in their strengths and with the internal knowledge of what they need to do in life. No longer can we support a lifestyle that is now outdated.

Letting go of old structures is never easy: We feel as if we need to hold onto things that we have been used to our entire life. But let us make this very clear. It is a transition of about ten years. The big companies that once held power, will no longer be able to exist. In a few years it will be forbidden for them to operate the way they used to. No more exploitation of the planet. Politics are changing right now and will change in the near future. Who wants old dinosaurs on top anyway? Who wants people who are sponsored by pharmaceutical companies to treat their patients? It will no longer be possible in the near future. Even a job that I used to do with great passion and enthusiasm will come to an end.

A more peaceful life will come into a world that has been corrupt and very difficult to navigate for most.
There are a lot of energies coming in now that need to be integrated, Grandmother Earth has upgraded her frequency once more, and we are left to wonder what this New Earth as Eckhart Tolle has called it, will look like. I do believe that it will be an Earth of unity, of love and harmony, but it will be a while before we can see it.
More and more people are awakening and it is time to change. So if you feel like you need to quit your job, work from home to be more with your children, to overcome the old and letting in the new, then please do that. I know that it is scary and that we all have to pay bills, but the more people do it, the easier the transition will be.
Be a peaceful warrior. Don’t listen to others and walk your own path.
Personally, I am also in a transition and feel that change is immanent. Of how this will look like, I do not know, but I feel finally ready to embrace this new energy of transformation.
Whatever will happen, is supposed to happen.

Freedom

There comes a time in everyone’s life when they come to realize what it is that they need to do. It may take many years, even decades. For some it may be many lifetimes. But everyone has this lucid moment where they understand what they have come here to do.

This morning was such a moment for me. The quality of such crystal clearness equals the one of looking at the stillness of a mountain lake: One is able to see the mirror image of its surroundings without any judgement, without stress or any form of interference. Those are moments of subtle shifts in one’s lifetime and then we finally know what we need to do.
As I stood in front of the small coffee booth around the corner from the place that I live at, I waited for the owner to serve me my espresso. I am aware that I should not be having that yet it remains my last vice. The body has been incredibly weak for years now and I have been shedding tears of despair over many weeks now. It got to a point that I sought out help from an enlightened being. It is helping but minimalistic. Maybe time will tell, I do not know. I finally need to accept that in this lifetime my body is not strong. There is such sadness stored up within me that I often weep now. It is partially mingled with this longing that I have known my whole life, partially with freedom, partially an upset at what has been going on over the past 27 years. A near death experience that had left me walking in between two worlds. But rather more dead than alive, minimalistic light force. Once more I realize that I have no control over this process. It is a divine process and it is being made clear that I am not to interfere. Then there was grace and when I looked up I noticed a poem hanging on the window of the coffee booth. I felt nostalgia settle, a knowing of how life can be different than what is being portrayed. I am unable to read the poem properly, there was too much grace. Brain function usually seizes. And in this instant I just knew that I had to write.
No matter what, no matter where, but I just have to do it. It is all I want to do: write.
I need to do just that. All else will fall into its place. It was so crystal clear that I could nearly touch it.

I had been contemplating my decision to give up teaching meditation and talking about the awakening process. I felt as if I was a quitter, but it was as if I had to. I felt bad to leave the students behind, but I also knew that they were all evolved enough to continue on their own. Maybe I had needed them more than they did me. I had nothing left to say about it. It was a topic I had exhausted for years and I no longer felt as if I needed to share that with people. Five long years. Utterly tired and deluded over the harshness that not many will embark on such a journey in this lifetime, I had to quit. It was not even a question of maybe doing it on the side. It just came to an end. Rather abrupt. It has been months to find my footing in a job I appreciate for the nothingness that it is, but utterly lost as to what purpose it may be serving. I know that nothing happens in life without a reason. The nothingness of the job just showed once more that I am certainly incapable of doing a job that feels empty to me. It is just not my character. And so now I will embark on the next journey of writing.
Mrs. Tweedie has once said that those are moments of great luminosity, of great clarity and that that marks the journey of enlightenment. It is not a journey that finishes. I that no beginning and no end.
This was such a moment.
May it be for the benefit of all sentient beings. May it be so that love can spiral out into the universe once more. May it be to illumine others’ consciousness and motivate them. For whatever reason it may be, it will be that way.

The next chapter of my life just opened and with it, I feel free.



Vanessa

Most days…

Most days I dream of a world that is enveloped in peace.
Most days I dream of a society that lives in harmony with nature and the planet.
Most days I dream of people rediscovering their ability to heal themselves.
Most days I dream of everyone doing a job that they have a talent for and not because they have to pay their bills.
Most days I dream of a world that is more harmonious where greed, anger, and violence do not exist.
Most days I dream a world into being that does not exist yet, but if enough people dream of it, then this will be what happens eventually.

You just need to believe in it.
You have the power to manifest and dream things into reality.
You just need to realize it.