Unpacking the Matrix

The conscious collective can have tremendous effects upon each and every individual: It can be uplifting in times of joy, but in times of turmoil such as the last two years, it can be detrimental to one’s health and one’s well-being.
I am calling it “unpacking the matrix”. Often I have these experiences where I see particles and see the reality of things, which, in its essence is nothingness. In previous years I have called it the holographic reality, because each and everything that we are experiencing is also an experience that the Creator is having and only serves for us and Him to learn and to evolve. It is our reaction towards this reality that we need to change. We can tap into the conscious collective when we need knowledge of some form, may this be theoretical or practical experience. Especially the creative side is very accessible within the holographic reality. We can create or uncreate at our own will.
But for this we need to go through the process of unpacking our emotions. Often we blame outer circumstances for our discomfort: First it was covid and now it is the war in the Ukraine.
Why is it that some people have evolved with the covid pandemic and why have some people reacted with a lot of fear and and even outright aggression. Some of us have taken a stance where we said that we are not in agreement with this. Some have played the victim: Oh, it is covid that is making me feel lonely, depressed, or horrible. But it is not so much the situation of covid or now the war in the Ukraine, but our inside that is telling us what is good or bad for us. It is our pain turned from the inside out. We project our own way of feeling and being onto others and then blame outward circumstances for it.

Connecting with your emotions

The only thing that we need to do is too look inside of us and whenever we need to, to just be in touch with our inner selves so that we can experience what we need to.
In essence it is a reflection of our own emotions. No person, place or circumstance can make you feel uncomfortable. This is all inside of you. Any formation of a disease, any form of anxiety or discomfort we may be feeling due to outer circumstances, is all right inside of us. They are emotions that we have not processed or are afraid of feeling, because it can be shocking that each one of us has a certain amount of pain, jealousy, hatred, and anger. Of course there are more emotions than that. So we need to dive in and feel them. Do not shut them out, but rather let them come to the surface and acknowledge them. don’t be so hard on yourself either. It is a very long process to see this.
Of course it is much easier to blame our friend, parent, employer, healer, doctor, etc. for our misfortune. I have done it many times in my life and still sometimes do it, but what it is is that in that moment I am playing the victim. So it could be covid or anything else that we can blame, but essentially we need to realize our own divinity and then claim back power by acknowledging that sometimes we feel all these sensations due to our own (insert here: laziness, sadness, depression, etc.).

Becoming neutral

If you are getting the point, then welcome to unpacking the matrix. The matrix is just another one of our universes or realities. There have been an infinite amount of them that were created by ourselves. Try to be here now and instead of finding fault in others, look into yourself. Why is it that you don’t like another person? It is usually because they mirror some aspect of yourself that you are uncomfortable with. Maybe that person has a lot of anger or resentment. Then this will come up inside of you. It may even be the case that you just get a feeling of being uncomfortable and that’s it. Or a feeling of neutrality once the emotional charge is released.
It is a rather bizarre feeling to become neutral, because it feels as if we lost touch with everyone around us. But it is not so, because it gives one the freedom to really understand what one is NOT. You have finally disconnected from the conscious collective and realized that you are zero. Neutral. You are void.
Of course the ego does not like this and will put up resistance. But that is okay, you can practice many times to become nothing.

Walk your own path

No matter how many seminars you may attend, healers that you see, teachers that you have been with, no matter how many religious scriptures you may have read, it is time to look inside of yourself and ask yourself: What is going on inside of me? Feel the full effect of all of it. Just be in that one moment in time where you feel everything fully. Then thank that person or circumstance for helping you to change and let it go. Walk away from it.

Lesson learned

Once you have fully understood and learned the lesson, the problem will disappear. Of course then the next one will come along, so that we can evolve. In between one usually gets periods of peace, love, or contentment. The lesson is fully gone if it never happens again in your lifetime. Means you have graduated form that level of consciousness (or unconsciousness) and you can now move onto the next one.
It can be a bit tedious, but after a few years you will get the hang of it.
Then the matrix as it seems real and touchable, palpable, will disappear bit by bit. It is impossible to understand this if you only experience it once. You can only understand it if you experience it many times. Even then it stays something extraordinary to say the least. I am aware that this is not a “normal” phenomenon, but it is definitely something one would like to witness at least once in their lifetime.

Happy matrix time everyone!

Vanessa