Through my pain
I wander in fear
Of never getting better,
Of never seeing the light again.
Through my pain
I talk to nothingness
As if it were my best friend.
Through my pain
I see the world
Shrouded in ecstasy,
As one.
Through my pain
I connect to
All that is.
Through my pain
I wonder what
Strange illness it is
That is plaguing me
In this lifetime.
Through my pain,
Resting in vain,
Always to be forgotten.
Vanessa